few days of holidays and stuff.

hello and may peace be upon you readers.

i haven't been updating my blog for a few days. i have been really busy. i mean really busy.yes i am having my semester break and i am back working. sky bridge, my workplace is a new place already. beautiful and just pretty :)

so the first week of my semester break, i went to kedah, my stepfathers place. trust me, i ate a lot. and i got over my phobia towards dogs and some lame shits. and i make friends with a rabbit which i called mr rabbit. oh yeah the dogs, i am not sure if every dog is like the ones in my step fathers place or is it just them. hey they're friendly. and i hate them when they actually menyalak infront of my room every night.pheww thats just annoying.

and that was my first time travelling alone all the way from butterworth to kl in a train. back ache and headache. i slept too much and too long. and the view was okay lah. but not much. oh yeah i baked some muffins with my mother's step daughter. eh sebenarnya , i was the one who did everything. she was just there accompanying me. duhh -.-

so right after coming back from kedah, i started working at sky bridge :) well, the usual happy people that i missed so much.i mean, the awesome people. so many new faces but i got used to it now. i mean, new volunteers which makes me the old ones. cehh, padahal aku lagi muda kot . and i only get to have one day of not working in a week just because the new kids belum masuk. yay! lucky me! now here's the perks of being in IPG :D oh yeaahh. every time nak tukar pass dekat PB, they'll be like, cikgu, nah kad awak. yes. because i used my student card for the pass. eleh, even abang hashim called me cikgu and he even asked his daughters to call me cikgu. just great.

so the operation has started and i've been working straight for few days. i am totally exhausted. i found out that i do not like being with a quiet person who ignores me or stuff. that just do not feel good. for my sisters, if you are reading this. please do not laugh. you know who i am referring to. i mean, you can be quiet and stuff, but at least respond to me when i talk to you. i feel like an idiot. seriously. and i figured that being a little girl is so much more beautiful than being a teenage girl.you tend to break your own heart when you are at my age. i mean, is it me or just the timing or just the society? because i find my self hurting every time. being a little girl, you can only get hurt when you fall down and scraped you knees or stuff. and yeah, one thing about being a little girl. everyone loves you :) i know because he're in workplace, i feel so much love. i am like every one's little sister. tak tahu lah perasan ke apa. but yes, i feel so much love. and here in OSB, i have my family (daddy,fatin,famira,fa and uncle barney :)) and i have my dudes here too :) i am a different person in my college and outside my college. aliya said the same thing. well you know why? i feel love. unlike in college. i dont feel anything.just competition.

well i talked a lot. i should go now :) bye.

azimah.