when you fall, just get up.

there isn't a person in this world you should trust. learn to live with yourself because one day you'll see, you are all you have. you might have great friends around you. but really. are they really that nice? some people are so hideous. that they have to put on a mask. thats what we call fake friends.

me being 19. i am not perfect. i admit i am not always right. i might hurt people's feeling. but i do consider others. its just that sometimes my ego took control of me.

some times, when you makes mistakes, you tend to overlook things. well friends, one thing you have to know about me, i dont hold grudges. i will always say what is on my mind. it saddens me when i see all of you talking behind each other's back. why do you call yourself a friend?

kau tak layak panggilan kawan tu kalau kerja kau 24 jam back stabbing. kenapa nak mengaku diri kawan kalau kau sentiasa nak jatuh kan each other? bukan kawan tu maksudnya ada semasa susah dan senang ke? kenapa mesti ada sifat suke mendiskriminasi?

nevermind, guys, dont ever think i cant survive without you. trust me. i can. i just dont understand why things have to go this way? come on, one day you are going to be the one who leads. how are you going to lead if your mind set is like this. remember, i am not saying that i am right all the time. but do reflect on what you did. is it fair to those around you? is it even fair to yourself? and dear friends, you dont have the right to judge people.

i have been really patient for already few months. you bashed me. yet i stayed being your friend. but please ask yourself, sampai bila aku nak stay jadi kawan kau kalau kau sampai mampus nak perangai macam ni? aku sabar sebab aku tahu, no point staying mad, because one day i might need your help and you might need mine. its okay. aku maaf kan kau.

to heart, its okay, i told you, right? i need to be my own hero?